A religion question may be confusing or complicated to some people but if someone could give me a idea........

Ok so this may sound stupid or complicated but i dont quite understand my religion or what kind of religion i have because i believe in god and the devil and heaven and hell but i don't worship and i don't believe in christianity beleifs to me it doesnt make any sense and i dont believe in satanicism beleifs and im not a follower of either but some how its like i dont want to be a follower and be a believer but to some extent part of me does..like i still have urges to pray to god sometimes but yet i sin and i dont agree with christianity beleifs so its like the devil and god is trying to win me over and i've been told its agnostic and agnostic atheism which cant be true because agnostic is the beleif of god but cant be proven or disproven and questions and i believe in god an agnostic atheist is the same but does not beleive so i think im on the edge of becoming an atheist but im not sure and this has bothered me and i've done research and cant find a religion 2 mach wat i have